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Most often when I wake up it feels like I am stepping out of one world into the other .
That sounds rather normal than crazy but I mean literally I leave one world to go to the next.

I need really adjusting time and a slow wake up.
Sometimes I live a day still half in my dream half alive whilst doing my daily routines.
The pictures replaying in my head of what I dreamed coming and going with strong emotions fitting the subject.

When my dreams are really weird and don’t make sense I try to search online what my dream meant, the colors sometimes so clearly pointed out, the people in my dreams using words which are echoing in my mind.

Yes easy subconscious and conscious blending in.
Things experienced during the day later explained in your dreams .
We all intuitively know what a dream is, there’s no universally accepted definition of dreaming.
It is easy to imagine that the random imagery and sensations created in this way could be woven together to create a complex, multisensory hallucination which we might call a dream.

Dreams can awaken creativity maybe the fact that my dreams are so vivid and I remember them so well has to do with the fact I am an artist or maybe the other way around.
I can only be creative because I have these dreams and remember them so well.
Dreams play a role in memory incorporation and influence our long-term moods and physiology.

So back to my thoughts of what if it is a ‘different world’ and we have alternative dimensions?
Yes I am causing mental vertigo now, but who are we to think that for example coma patients are not perfectly fine in their ‘dream’ world. It is us who wants them to return to ‘our’ world to be psychical again to communicate with words coming through the mouth.

I just read in the news paper that a man after 16 years of coma awakened.
They worked with pulses to stimulate the nerve system.
That is super news but I can not hold back on saying that
it surprised me how they described that this man was without consciousness and experts say that this type of coma is just a stage of ‘waiting to die’ .
That sounds so extremely shallow, hollow even, so without any knowledge.
The book ‘A brief history of time’ is a good example of that there is more than only the physical world.

Yes dream on ..dream big!

The Chair in my atelier is where I sit and think ,
Mostly in the sun
Overlooking the fields, grass, trees , a cat , my dog
Nothing more to see,. sometimes a car passes.
Could be Afrika or Timboektoe
deserted..
The chair where I like to sit when my clients are walking around ..
To leave them watch without my interference,

but sometimes the watch me ..

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The photo where everything starting to change

Drawing is not painting ,..obviously ..

The inspiration comes from the drawings , as somewhere I think this is me .

Goodnight

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The size of the paintings will be 120cmX120cm with frame in coating

So yes then finally I put myself to paint the drawings .

It will be a serie of 10 different paintings from drawings,
all black and white,
with wooden frame in coating.

Here a beginning !

Happy Easter again, ..

We often imagine a journey as being an undertaking that starts at one point and ends at another. Indeed many think of life along the same lines a determined start an undertemined end .
As I have journey along my life’s path I have come to realise it is not a thin line but a rather broad highway that we walk.
There is room to swerve along moving from side to side snaking our way through, all the while moving forward no matter how gradually.
When we give ourselves over to destiny, when we listen to our inner voice or follow our gut instinct , we tend to move through life with fewer curves and swerves; we cover less distance and have fewer bumps in our path.

I find it is when we become bloody minded and choose to run up against the proverbial wall that we do most damage and spend unnecessary energy on our pathway .

I have also embraced the realisation that life is not a straight line but circular with many circles that over lay each other , over the past time I have started to recognise when a circle is closing , be it a relationship, a lesson one must learn or a chapter of one’s life.

The joy comes in knowing you ‘re starting a new circle not knowing how long or how impactful it will be .

The true adventure of life is the unknown

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Thank you for your insight

I always look up , day and night .

In the night to search shooting stars, I am a true believer and think that they wish well.
They are special and bring excitement.

During the day for weird clouds ..

You must think she has time to look up, I am always busy , she must be bored , I am always working ..

I am too..just making time for weird things. It inspires me so I call that working.
The clouds they inspire me,
and look what I found a cloud look a like with my dragon painting.

you don’t have to recognise it , I do ..
it tells me something .

Told you, you must think I am crazy..

Have a good weekend Happy Easter

LoveMeXXXX

Whilst executing my likes on Instagram I came to this remarkable ‘fact’ so to say.

Artist Michael Moebius posting his work with the bubblegum faces.
Michael is a contemporary German painter known for his illustrative portraits of celebrities blowing up a pieces of bubblegum.

In his works, iconic figures such as Audrey Hepburn, The Beatles, Queen Elizabeth II, and Marilyn Monroe, are given fresh life through the artist’s simple addition of a coloured bubble.

Not to sure if Audrey would have liked her perfect face covered with pink bubblegum and so travelling the world, maybe Marilyn would have liked it.

But that is not what surprised me ,the fact that as a pretty well known artist you come with an amount of likes of 85 ,..
When I scrawl a little bit more down and I come to the page of Fetching Tigers, -Annechien Schilling- I adore her ,love her work she is the Queen of edits .
A very humble young girl who has 900.000 + followers ( ok one benefit she is in the age of followers and likes but apart from that she is just very cool and deserves millions of likes )
She as creative as she is ( probably not ever heard of Moebius ) puts a bubblegum on her cute face posts it and what do we see 20.266 likes !!!

So what is the message ?

Maybe it is just a fact, a remarkable one..

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