What is this thing that has happened to us?
It’s a virus, yes. In and of itself it holds no moral brief.
But it is definitely more than a virus. Some believe it’s God’s way of bringing us to our senses.
Others that it is a standstill to see more clearly what we really need,. want.
Whatever it is, this ’thing’ has made the mighty kneel and brought the world to a halt like nothing else could.
Our minds are still racing back and forth, longing for a return to “normality”,
trying to stitch our future to our past and refusing to acknowledge the rupture.
But the rupture exists.
And in the midst of this terrible despair, it offers us a chance to rethink the doomsday machine we have built for ourselves.
Nothing could be worse than a return to normality because if this God exists he must have made this perfect opportunity to let us at least rethink our supposedly ’normality’..
I have learned patience and everything what comes with that over the last years,
to hear the silence,
to feel the ultimate freedom,
believe me it was not always beautiful.
I always tried to take it with a smile, and so now,..
I sit passionately with it because nothing is more exciting than a perfect luring future ..


Thoughts for the painting

At work ..

Undefined thoughts defines my work..
Sometimes years later I can truly understand what I was thinking when I made it.
We have so many thoughts during a day conscious and subconscious and the space in between we have no idea where our ego takes us or our ‘real’ thoughts..

Here I am at work thinking painting without having a clue what I am making!
( sssst..dont tell the art critics there should be always a story.. yeah well deep in me there is and that is for them to find out! )

Have a good day and I hope this Virus will release us all from all the restrictions we feel.

We will learn and proceed differently I hope .



I try to run every other day, min 3 km just for the sake of the routine,. max 7 km when I feel the power, longer is not my thing ..
I get bored easily 😉
It is just the amount of a proper mediation. Get into a state of hypnoses so to say.
It keeps me fit !

Stay safe with this virus !



The field in front of my house is filled with daisies.
Never really dived into the meaning of their existence.
As time is on my hands now I investigate.
The reason why people used flower symbolism is because of the rich history behind flowers and certain flower families.

In times when people respected nature more and gave it much more attention than we do today, flowers carried an important symbolical meaning in almost all parts of the world.

As I strongly believe this is a time for introspection more than ever maybe we can learn something of the daisy..
In addition this flower stands for persistence, perseverance and unobtrusive power.
Daisy’s are composite flowers, meaning that they actually consist of two flowers combined into one.
Because daisies are composed of two flowers that blend together so well, they also symbolize true love.
It refers to new beginnings and transformation in this time where we are at this moment it should give hope.

Last but not least, you probably did not know that daisies can be eaten and are even medicinal.
Daisy leaves are a common addition to salads.
Wild daisy tea is used to treat coughs, bronchitis, inflammation, and more.

Be safe, stay home for now. This will pass.


on fire

Sometimes it is not finished and I can not stop adding things !


New work

2 meter by 1 meter I have no idea of the name yet ..

it is different I like it !